Oha yo u goza i mas!
I learned some Japanese when I went to Illonois (But I still can't spell to save my life).
I'm really happy. I get to go see POTC 2 for the second time. I love that movie, I don't care what anyone says. And I get to see it at a drive in theatre.
So much for the good news. I just found out one of my friends may have cancer and the other may have diabeties (Again can't spell). I also broke up with my girlfriend. The night we broke up, I couldn't sleep and I cried a lot. It's pathetic, but I really liked her.
We didn't talk for like two weeks, which I guess was mostly my fault. I didn't know what to do after we broke up. I really like and I've only felt that way about one other person. Then when we did start talking, it was more like listening to each other breathe.
When I talked to Jon about it, he told me I had to move on. I told him that we could make it work because a lot of why we broke up was because of misunderstandings and that it was a big mistake. His reply, cold as it was, was something I didn't think about. He said, "How many times will you make the same mistake before it becomes habbit?"
I don't know anymore. I thought she and I would be together a lot longer then just 5 weeks. I guess I was just too hopeful.
I've told her everything I feel for her, but she still needs "time to figure stuff out". I'm sorry, but I'm sick of hearing that excuse. That was the reason my boyfriend broke up and that's the excuse I'm getting from my friend as to why she's been a bitch to me this summer.
She's told me that she wanted to kiss me and she wanted to do all these things with me, but she also completely ignored me when I was over at her house. I was a little miffed by that.
It's really hard for me because I want to get back together with her, but at the same time I just want her to be happy, even if it's not with me.
Like I said, I've told her all of this. I really want us to be together because there was something about our relationship that made me excited to get up in the morning and say "I hope I hear from her today."
well, SOCKS I guess. It's a spainish saying that means "It is what it is". Sorta like Que sera sera. I guess I'll just accept things for now and take life as it comes. If anyone has advice, I'm open to it.